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Vanquished are my fears and dreams.
A duck sitting mindlessly is where I’ve been
Sadly placated by the glowing electron screen
When exactly was it that I began to seem
Like one of those actors I’ve never actually seen

And I feel like a forest being clear-cut
I feel like a seal being clubbed
Sometimes.

To see and participate in personality cultism
Dubbed pop culture
When there is such a dramatic schism between
What I have and what I dream.