the importance of being earnest

finally a spot of clouds to shade me from the sun

finally
never came and the sun
beat
down
forever
unrelentlessly
foolishly

forever never will come, but it was fun when i was used to the dark
used to having to say
finally a ray of sunshine to dry away my tears

when good days
of conicidal meeting,
and friendships blossoming

grace, simply put ,
happened in the dark

good days

always good days now

and rays of sun to blind myself with

before my skunky encounter with aaron

saturday might just as well have been tuesday or thursday,
and sunday was as depressing as monday
wendesday felt like friday and i had the weekend off

urdaysunday!

i took that time to go to the aquarium,
for free i cut through the line in time to see not only the beluga show,
but dolphins butterflies and shark frenzy too

all after waking on the 12th floor
all after the sunset with sam and sunrise with greg
all after little britian and realizing i want to live in a city
all after matt the art gallery lost and found
all after my excercise
all after the white spot and rose coloured thoughts

everything was over when we walked back,

though we walked through the park,
and felt at home

the streets by the beach were ours,

and our neighbors were everywhere

the air was ripe with a satisfied expectation of a future just like this

but enough with dreaming, life continued after that...